Psychic Children; the preys of dark forces

As a child, I had many paranormal experiences. I repressed many because some really weren’t fun at all.

Some were light and harmless. I remember I was sleeping in my grandfather’s bed one night, I was only 10. He had passed away a few months before. My grandmother liked to switch off all the lights in the house at night, because is ‘energy saving” so it was always very dark. I have always been edgy in their house. But the night I slept over, I saw the face of my grand-father, hanging above the door and floating around peacefully and undisturbingly. I forced myself to sleep but his presence was too distracting. 

Another times petrifying. One night, I got terrorized by a presence in my room that woke me up in the middle of the night and made me scream my guts out. Energetically, it was a bad influence;  I felt it was clearly threatening to me. I saw it moving from outside, across the closed window, as a dark shadow, shapeless and faceless feeling its harmful intention.

My screams eventually made it go but this must be one of the freakiest experiences of my life. More because of the energy intensity felt at that moment than the actual visuals and context.

Another time, I was (again) asleep in my room, in a very old building (built in the 1600-s). I woke up feeling that someone was watching me in the room. Most of the times, I’m a light sleeper and I can open my eyes quite rapidly if there a noise or something. This time, it was a white floating shape suspended in the air at the end of my bed. I looked at it and it started moving closer. A female face appeared. She almost looked like wearing a wedding dress. I knew instantly she was a harmless presence. She was very soft and well-meaning. Her company was truly pleasant. I didn't engage her in a talk, back then I had no idea you can talk to them, all I knew is listening to my radar and assess their ‘intentions’. I wouldn’t have known what to tell her anyway. I let her hang around and we lived together with no problem ever since.

20 years later, I find out from well experienced mediums and psychics that it is not unusual for ‘darkness’ to prey on psychic kids (or those with more perceptive/sensitive/open-channels children). I heard many practicing psychics reporting similar experiences, particularly the ‘scary ones’.

No wonder many kids shut down their channels and stop feeling things. Some even stop feeling anything at all, and become numb social zombies disconnected from others and all that is. 

It’s hard to talk about these things to anyone. If you are raised in a family where these things are considered ‘paranormal’, ‘freaking’ or ‘weirdo-like’ it’s even harder. 

So while growing older, I learned to manage the ‘darkness’ alone. 

I didn’t shut down nor become a zombie, but I started to challenge it. “it- whatever IT was that”. When realizing that *it won’t leave me alone -I was on the lookout open eyes most nights- its tiring, you can only take that much after a while and you bloody want to sleep- I stood up to it. So one time, as soon as I sensed the slightest intention / moving presence in the room, I was ready to confront it*. I was no longer a kid and I was fed up with the ‘abuse’ after all. I intuitively knew that I was guarded and safe and that darkness means weakness. It means a frustrated bully who preys on fragile beings and this idea makes anyone angry and brave, especially me who has a great sense of justice strongly built-in. 

I knew the light of God and I knew her power is infinitely greater than any little shit that fuels on fear. 

SO BACK OFF!

I affirmed aloud in full confidence the power of God and its Light -my own light - and gone it was.

Dark energies fuel on fear. They fuel on your own energy and apprehensions. 

If you cut out the fear you cut out their oxygen. 

That's how I finished with it*- for good.

P.S. burning sage is a great energy cleaner and protector, also keeping a light/candle on and having clear quartz crystals work great too.

The myth of the ‘gifted’ psychic

Are you looking up to ‘psychics’ and think: “they have a gift… They are special people…I can’t see or feel things as they do…they seem to have special powers. They are rare and unique people and shall be respected as such…”

If you are this kind of person who puts them on a pedestal and bow in front of them, like at some sort of God, feeling intimidated and believing they have a “special gift”, then wake up!

You are being misled. And in many cases fooled.

I am increasingly coming across an outrageous number of self-called psychics who make sure they advertise the idea that : “they are born with a gift”.

Oftentimes, you read on their website that ever since they were little, they could hear the bees speak, see spirits in the room, communicate with passed people and read peoples’ emotions and problems in a blink of an eye. And when specifically asked: do you think you have a gift or that it takes a special gift to be able to do what you are doing? Many make it sound like:”yes, of course!”

There are undoubtedly a few who have always been aware of their abilities from a young age and embraced and used them effectively ever since, but many if not most, have developed these skills along their journey and learned to accept and refine them accordingly.

Please allow me to make one thing crystal clear: there is not such thing as ‘unique psychic gifts’.

We are all born with this ability and we are all potential psychics with awareness and training levels that varies in each one of us.

If you are not receptive beyond the " usual human threshold" of your five senses, meaning for example if you don’t feel sudden energetic changes in a room, an unwanted presence, the voice and thoughts of animals, plants or rocks that surround you, it doesn’t mean you are not able to or never will. You may need more practice. More discipline and focus in your meditation and spiritual development, more training on relaxing your body and silencing the mind.

When I was a child, I experienced ‘paranormal’ events - of which some truly frightening - but soon I shut my channels down, rationalized it all when I grew up, and didn’t open that drawer until later in adulthood. Many of us, as young children, may become frightened by these first “incidents” and shut down their abilities as a result. 

This could be either because they become too overwhelming or scary for them, or because of negative social reinforcement that leads them to think there is “something wrong” (or “silly”) with them, or simply because they need to function effectively in the 3 dimensional world, in the day-by-day reality with their related constraints, without much time to stop and engage beyond the practical and/or survival duties. 

When caught up in the thinking and the doing mode, the other frequency-sensors in our body become rusty and blocked. It takes work and commitment to unblock them and cleanse the body from years and years of stress, malnutrition and addictive habits that unground us from here and now (compulsive thinking, technology, work-alcoholism, sports, over/under eating, basically all habits we have today- they are of additive nature).

When it comes to deciding whether we are all innate psychics or not, it’s enough studying back our ancestors. All indigenous communities communicate telepathically with other tribes, family members, animals, plants and Nature as a whole. Animal tracking specifically involves animal communication from a distance and there is nothing uncommon in this process.

Our modern (“civilized”) cultures have become degenerated or denatured. It is a fact that no longer needs debating. Denatured foods, life style, technology overuse and exposure, electromagnetic radiations, all these are playing a role. However, the “psychic seed” remained in our genes. And we can all develop it, diminish it or numb it.

So why do so many “psychics”,” mediums” or “animal communicators” encourage the idea of having a special and uncommon gift?

There are several reasons to that:

Profits

Money money and more money. Money rules the (their) world. And what marketing argument can you possibly add to your curriculum to increase profits and credibility at the same time? “born with it!” Bang! Wow…special dude…It works- commercial psychology. 

Competition

Dissuading potential competitors who may become aware of their innate abilities in the process, practice them and realize that established psychics are not more ‘special’ than any trained surgeon out there, protects your market. Why would you want others to know that they can also do what you do, since you charge as a ‘professional’? If psychics are greedy or tight on money, they can fear losing clients and prefer to cultivate the myth of “gift” as much as possible. 

Status

Being a psychic demands social respect and imposes instant admiration. The ‘mystical’ side of it, gives one a sense of ‘specialness’ with God-like qualities.  The social influence and role of a shaman foe example is well known in South America: s/he is the leader and all decisions depend on and stem from them. There have the highest social status in a community.

Sense of self

“Who am I…?”, “What’s my worth…?”  Never ending existential preoccupations in shaky and insecure personalities.  Self-called gifted psychics drive their sense of self from their Ego. The Ego is the false sense of self built across the years to maintain a socially suitable image, reinforced by our family, our cultural circle, and the wider community in which we live. The true self, is independent of these factors. It finds value in simplicity and needs no external validators. True self is no one and all that is at the same time. It is not attached to a position, role, label or definition. True Self IS. Free and knowing of all beings God-like qualities.  

Meaning

Ahh reading peoples’ minds…! Ahhh helping police to catch all criminals….! Ahhh connecting people with passed family…..! AHHH saving the world!! What a great mission to have! Yes. Sure. But first we must save ourselves from the Ego. 

Power / Superiority

If you are born with something ‘rare’ and are acknowledged for it, you feel consciously or unconsciously superior to others. This sense of special uniqueness grants one status and power; it is very easy to be tempted to accept ownership of ‘uncommon gifts’ in a world increasingly looking for powerful leaders and inspirational figures outside themselves.

In conclusion: be wary of  “gifted psychics” claims. If they make you believe they are special with unique gifts or accept you to see them this way, run. Chances are they are not working in your best interests and are only after your money. A true psychic reminds you of your inner power and own capabilities. They encourages you to connect with your 6^th sense and listen to your intuition. They will willingly teach you techniques and share with you “how they do it”. Typically, they are not afraid of competition and don’t cultivate a self-centered guru image, arrogance when you approach them or unaffordable prices for a reading.

 Become your own psychic.

Blessing, Love and Light

Day 20. My first animal communication class: BANG!

Shortly after practicing on my 3^rd eye with photos, hidden images and meditation, I signed up for an animal communication class. The class was held online and the volunteering owner prepared her pet to talk to us and answer only the agreed questions. Yes, pets, generally, are not willing to talk to strangers about their private life, they have a sense of privacy just like you and I. Would you like to answer to some person you don’t know all the questions they ask about your lifestyle, your diet, your feelings, your problems…? No. of course not. Therefore , in order to communicate effectively with an pet-animal you must 

1) Establish a loving and respectful rapport,

2) Have a privacy agreement

3) Have the owner’s authorization and participation for feedback and input (many pets remain loyal to their owners and don’t give away “sensitive material”)

4) Respect their requests or keep your promises- like with any human, their trust is put to test continually, so is best not disappointing them.

The day I have been waiting for had finally arrived. Yesterday I gave the 3 readings in a row. Today I’m participating in my first AC and make my first connection with a happy to chat pet. Two days of full on action.

I had never felt ‘ready’ before to FORMALLY read animals, answering a big series of questions and have feedback on it all at once! I was too afraid of failing. I needed to know that I had some practice and validations before. This from different practices, psychic sources and “subjects” before joining THE MOST IMPORTANT CLASS for me.

You know, it’s like preparing for the Olympics. You have one shot, in a limited time, and you have to apply everything you know and trained for in years. Except that I have been only training for a few months.  

So I took the big dive. I had a keen pet to work on, an owner who had written the answers down before and about 7 people connecting with the animal at different times though. Iwas ready for my 'date'.
The task involved exchanging information in a two-way communication here & now telepathic field and not via guiding spirits, higher realm entities, inner knowledge, 6rh sense or animal’s spirit as we may wrongly assume (this is possible too, but it would no longer be animal communication- AC). AC is a real time conversation, conscious, in the here and now realm. 

So what happened? 

Well, the unthinkable happened. The day before we were going to receive the photo of our volunteering pet, I saw it in my mind before receiving it in my mail, right before sleep time. It flashed in my 3^rd eye every time I was thinking of the pet we were going to work on. The image was very very clear. The position of the dog, her hair cut, her breed, her color, even the age popped into my mind: 2! 2 was very lound. "Female-gender" also very clearly felt.

“I cannot wait to see the picture tomorrow! I’ve got to find out!!!”

Next day: that was IT. That photo that I was seeing over and over again, it was the photo of our practice dog. She was indeed 2 yrs old, female, that breed, in that pose, that color, that face, the photo I had in my mind the night before.

Wow! OMG! And I haven’t even started the conversation!

We had roughly 10 questions to work on. I preferred to grab a note book and write down everything that I was getting from her. In a nonspecific order. Anything she wanted to show me, I was letting her show me. I assumed she knew the questions already and what we wanted to know. Because she was very talkative! I was having lots of images coming in.

I wrote 1.5 pages, most of the questions were answered there. 

I had detailed pictures and detailed thoughts: for example I saw the 2 cats that were living in the house ( she thinks they are arrogant and more entitled than her, they pinch occasionally food from her), her best playmate: color, size, gender (a black male dog of big size with whom she reported being ‘in love’), her personality, her favorite sleeping place, her past history (bred at home, then rescued and taken back (I had wrote it down as “born in a home but I feel she was rescued. There is sadness when she talks about her past”), etc etc. 

Verdict time : results time!

A few days later, we got the results. The owner addressed my report point by point, which was wonderful and very helpful. She commented very honestly and clearly." Yes that is correct. No, that’s not correct. Not sure because" etc… She was very objective and direct. That was fantastic.
That’s how you want the feedback. You don’t want anyone trying to fit your input into possible interpretations, looking for something that matches and squeezing it all in. 

This is NOT helpful in any way, believe me. You want clear answers that relate directly to the questions you ask.

So I read through the owner’s answers and I realize that MOST of communications were very accurate. I was just stunned. I'd say about 85% spot on. The rest either hard to confirm, clearly wrong or made up by me (I was aware when this happened, looking back in self-reflections...).

So Amazing, right?

Here I was: facing a Huge Cake of positive validations to swallow all at once.

It feels a bit strange because when I did these readings, I was not ‘scared of failing’ the results. I had like a quiet inner knowing that they were truthful, regardless of the feedback. I felt at peace regardless of the outcome, I was very calm internally even though I took so many readings in such a short period of time (therefore, so many risks).

Could the results have shattered me? Imagine I had got it all wrong…would have I given up? Got frustrated or upset…? NO! Not at all. I understand and accept very wisely that these things don’t depend on me.    I also remember the times I was not accurate although they were not big long detailed reads like this but I had epic fails too! 

At the end of the day: I am not in control. No one is. I continually remind myself that I am God’s instrument. An instrument of Truth, Healing and Guidance. A channel of His love. A communication channel of the source energy giving voice to what is meant to have one, via me.

I will only hear and see things that I’m meant to, and I will pass messages that are meant to be communicated to the person/animal asking. This is so vital to understand. When you connect to higher realms, you must have this humble attitude and ask Them to help you. To basically speak through your sensory channels. If they don’t speak, you are not ready or meant to know or hear. Respect that. Take your time. Humble your attitude and cultivate gratitude.

When it comes to respect issues, this goes beyond the Source Energy. It must be applied to all beings.

For example, personally, I feel annoyed when other people ask me to do readings on other people: I can’t do it! it’s impossible! I have great resistance to that. I just don’t want to it! Why would I or them put their nose into others’ people life if they have no permission from them to do so? If it’s not them who ask for help?? This is clearly unethical and unacceptable. However exceptions may apply, depending on context and circumstances.

You can attempt psychic readings when you feel an animal or someone is in danger or in some form of threatening/uncomfortable position. In this case you know you are working in its best interests and the reading is justified. Indeed, if in the main purpose is to help someone who is struggling, the ethical issue becomes irrelevant. Take the son of the lady I mentioned before, he was at risk of self-harm and his mother had genuine concerns.

As much as I feel blown away with these validations (or maybe I forgot all the previous successes too fast, ahh human nature…), I feel is natural. I knew it would happen all the way because I always believed in it with no doubt and was ready to have it happening.  I intuit this was possible, as it possible in all of us. When you persistently tune into the frequency of what you want to happen, you create this reality. It’s Physics, not Paranormality. Scientists says it, not a witch. :P

I feel that I have entered the dreams realm in my day life and life became The Dream. Like in any dream, what happens feels real and natural and we don’t question it. This deep faith in the spiritual world connected me to it and now I’m hooked to a cable, attached to it, living the Dream.

It’s heartwarmingly beautiful. Off I am to express gratitude to my guides as I know they are the ones helping me. Never ever forget to thank your guides, your clients, your volunteers, your animals …they are truly giving US a GIFT.

Day 19. At the "boiling point". Taking all readings at once

Today, blew me away. Things are accelerating at high speed and it’s overwhelming. 

I decided to finally offer psychic readings to people needing one in the ‘public psychic groups’ I joined a few weeks ago . People come there posting pictures of themselves, photos of rooms, objects or places and ask for help to more ‘experienced psychics’.

After practicing lately more with my Oracle Cards, describing the cards’ images while holding them upside down, and having such a high rate of success, I trusted my abilities to see, know and hear things about pictures, people, situations. Doing 3^rd eye opening exercises with photos that are highly charged energetically/emotionally is a fantastic starting point.

I had started being a Clairecognisant, then a Claireaudient and then images popped in my mind more and more clearly and frequently (Clairvoyant). Now, it looks that I’m getting information with almost all psychic modalities: I hear well, I see well, I know well but I don’t  smell nor quite feel well (pain/physical symptoms) which is FINE for me in a way, at this stage nevertheless. I don’t want to feel this aspects especially in animal communication but I know I will at some point. If I am to be specific and helpful with animals; illness and clairsentience cannot be overlooked; they are a vital part of information to include in AC. 

So in the forum today, I picked a photo of a teenager. His mother posted as she was worried about her son shutting down and pulling away from her. I heard the words: “crucifix”, “racism”, “Christian puritan mentality and intolerance” in my mind. I felt anger associated to these words. 

I told the mother this.  She immediately validated the situation: they live in a very Christian puritan town in America, he is gay and is very angry against the general intolerance to the different in her town. Then, I did an oracle card reading. All cards fitted perfectly to the situation; accurate description, messages and direction to take… 

Then I picked a young man’s photo. A friend was posting for him. He had passed. I connected to his spirit and asked him for information, it was incredibly quiet in my home, outside was rain and very cloudy…the ambience to hear and connect was so perfect.

I wrote half a page about him. With specific details such as forest gathering, playing music there with friends, a special connection to eagles, a feel of not belonging down here and so on….The person said: “yes, that is all him everything you said about him is correct…it’s amazing! “

I almost passed out.

3^rd one! A young lady…. I send her a private message and told her I had decided to make a complete free reading for her. From A to Z she related, plus the card that jumped out the tarot shuffling was the most relevant to her initial question and situation…Insane! 

I have connected.

At this stage I can no longer consider the “coincidence premise”.  I am one of the most skeptical person you will ever meet. I’ve always refused to buy into illusions and I challenge everything a million times. I’m an evidence junkie. I seek the truth, the truth and only the Truth. My scientific mind doesn’t allow me otherwise. I am a trained scientist, a psychologist and a skeptical by nature.

What can you do with someone like this? 

Make sure you speak the truth ;)