I joined a
Spirit Channeling Group. Strange, freaky and brave thing to do. We met weekly and learned how to connect with higher realms.
Day 1
We were
about ten in her little lounge room, sitting in a circle, staring at her
candles, fairy paintings, guru photos and crystal stones across the rooms
waiting anxiously for something mystical to happen. It was 7.30 pm on a hot
summer night. Her neighborhood and house were disturbingly quiet.
We introduced
each other, stated the motifs of our attendance, told our experiences with the
spiritual world…. I told about my 2 freaky experiences* when I was younger and
everyone got a bit terrified. I reassured them and explained how to make “unwanted
energies” go away. Olana agreed and reassured everyone too.
I also
spoke about the positive times, for example when I got woke up by a presence in
my room, during my sleep, in a very old house, in my early 20ies, and how she
was soft & gentle and didn’t worry me at all. She was a white energetic
field, with a woman face floating in my room.
I went back to sleep very peacefully and she did her own thing. I also spoke
about the times when I saw faces of recently deceased people, in places where
they had just passed, without knowing the situation; I was just describing the
faces that suddenly appeared to me.
I was the
last to talk so my stories left some people in deep thoughts (or goose bumps!).
Two people
were tarot readers, one a Reiki Master, another an advanced meditation practitioner,
and the others fascinated by the spiritual stuff. No ‘freaky’ stories were
reported by them.
After our
introductions, Olana was getting ready for the first channeling session. She
took her 2 favorite stones (that help her stay grounded apparently) and called
in for protection. She called Archangel Gabriel as a (traffic) gatekeeper,
Archangel Michael as a protector.
Then she
called for spiritual masters to join the group. Very quickly she started to
talk into a weird voice: “Greetings, I am Master Subabu (something like that). I –have—heard –your
call. Full stop (marked). I am here to tell you that you are all beings of
light. You are all beautiful. You are here to grow and connect with your
essence and higher realms have heard you. We are here and will assist you for a
higher purpose…Etc etc.” After his new-agey speech - a mix of Eckhart Tolle and
Gandhi wisdom, with a pinch of Indian accent and an imagined long white beard, Olana asked: Do you have any questions to ask the spirits today?
I jumped
in! I had PLENTY of questions! Are you kidding me?! I have waited a lifetime to
put the self-called psychics to the test! THIS WAS IT!
So I was
asked to give the name of the person I was inquiring about and formulate my
question: “How is X feeling? What can you tell about them?...”
She says:
‘I feel stuckness... And there is pain. I feel a stubbornness and
unwillingness to take action…. They need first to acknowledge the pain and do
some work on themselves to be able to move forward….etc etc”
Hmmm…it
fits, I was thinking. I was quite astonished. She described well the character…
Next
question was more general and any monkey could have answered it. So I can’t
check the validity of it. I wanted a yes or a no.
Olgaa : “not yet! You have things to learn! So no!
Give yourself until August at least!” It resonated with me but I want answers
that ‘monkey’ can’t elaborate on.
Then Olgaa spread
the Archangels cards and we were asked to pull one out. Mine was: the knight of
Earth. A knight on a horse with a message. “Honor your commitments and be
loyal to yourself ! It’s really about time to honor your commitments!” So loud
and clear: “start what you came here for and stop complaining!” So funny and SO
relevant…..!”
All those
who pulled the cards has specifically the messages they were waiting for. A
woman said that during the channeling session, she heard her guide angel’s
name: ‘Michael ‘. She felt him next to her. Then she pulled out card off the
deck and it was Archangel Michael. The card was referring precisely to her
currently situation. On the second draw, she pulled out the SAME CARD! Speechless.
Are you
listing enough?
Homework
involved meditation. More meditation, more connection with our spirit guides
and establishing protection.
Photos Reading practice
After my
first channeling class, I started practicing on photos. I joined a few psychic
groups online and started to practice on people’s photos and answer their
specific questions. I was starting to hear “key words” and I was telling them
back to the person…’mortgage’, ‘big house’, ‘many kids’, things like that. So
the first psychic modality that developed in me, after clairecognizance, was
clairaudience.
I was
learning to be very quiet in my mind, very relaxed in my body, in a very silent
environment, and very receptive to external words/phrases/cues. This alertness
puts one increasingly in a state of connectedness and communication with higher
realms. Is when one becomes able to distinguish their own material (thoughts,
feelings, projections, etc) from outside input, that your information becomes
accurate.
That’s the
practice to work on. I also learned to TRUST my first messages and gut feeling.
Most of the time, they speak the truth.
From the
photos, I open up to a vibe, a feeling that expand on and write down everything
that follows. ..Results are just unbelievable.
Curiously,
at this time, I can read people much better than pets. I shall not be
surprised. As people, we are used to pick up on humans’ emotions, observe them,
and unconsciously know things about them, even in photos. But with animals we
cannot ‘cheat’. Animals not only don’t give
us subtitle facial expressive cues, but they teach us to look beyond
appearances and ‘looks’.
Day 2 in the Spirit Channeling Class
On next
session, we were only 4. We did psychometry exercises which involve reading the
energy of jewelery owners. I read Michelle’s ring while I still knew nothing
about her. My interpretation, once again, fitted her perfectly. Olana was
surprised how much I could tell from a jewelery and the how specific I was able
to be. Once I started opening my mouth with the FIRST word popping from the jewelery,
information flowed.
Day 3 in the Spirit Channeling Class
Today it
was about literally reading a person by looking at them. ‘Say something about
them, what they like, what they do, what you see, what do you hear…?”
“What?!?
Week 3 and we are supposed to read people like that?!” I hated it. I thought it
was too much asking! Its one things reading photos, in your own time and
meditative space and a complete other to read the people in front of you, their
‘secrets’, likes and personal info in a class with the pressure of performance
anxiety and the noise of a social gathering.
“OK Alex,
you go now, we don’t have all night….” Our guide wanted no excuses. She pushed
me to read Luana.
I looked at
her, at looked and looked Blank blank blank. My guides or her spirit was giving
me no info. Or rather I was unable to pick up on anything for a minute….One long
minute staring at the walls and wondering “what on Earth am I doing here? I’m
not hearing anything, I’m not seeing anything! That’s so pathetic…. I suck
at this clearly. I’m so wasting my time”.
Beacause
our group leader wanted us to come with some answers anyway, I took a note book
and started writing on it to get the ‘flow going’…. To center myself. First, I
wrote the question itself. “What can we say about Luana?” Then her name several
times. Then ‘I feel Luana is …..”, then ‘ I hear from my guides that she likes
to ……..”
This
technique helped unblock the information and slowly, I was starting to get key
words on the notepad:
“Stories….stories…stories…”, “children….children
books”, “children stories”…”History”…..”Children story images were coming in
too– I told her these words. She laughed crazy when she heard me saying that:
‘I’m currently researching at work all children story books at the library where
I’m working, and I’m taking it all by historical chronological order! Wow!".
Okay….that’s
nice to hear…encouraging …I can tell my other words now ‘safely’.
I heard: ‘cookies…’
pastry…cookies.’ She laughed hysterically again.
“Why you
laughing like this Luana, please tell us??? What is it? I so wanted to know
what a simple silly words like ‘cookies’ meant to her!
Luana
explained that every Sunday she used to do cookies. It’s a family tradition. Now,
because in the last months she is no longer doing it, her husband and her 2
boys keep nagging her every single Sunday to do again. It’s a big thing!
“Oh…..cool!
good start. I was doing Ok! It feels amazing to get validation like that and
learn to trust random words and images that just come in your mind…”
The session
unfolded by another channeling circle, led by the leader who called in again for
guiding spirits and higher real communications.
This time,
I DID CONNECT. It’s was incredible…Amazing feeling! The energy shift was very palpable
to me as soon as we “called in”. There were a lot of ‘people’ in the room. I
mean a lot. It felt super crowded to me. I felt my body getting suddenly heavy,
especially my shoulders as they presence was sensible. Never before had I been
feeling sudden heaviness on my shoulders while meditating...I was connecting
not to a lot of ‘people’…
My heart area
started to heat up and went progressively from warm to HOT. Very unusual feeling
…I couldn’t make sense of it! I was NOT controlling my body to do this in any
way. I simply felt the temperature increasing in my chest to unprecedented levels.
It was the first time I was feeling my heart burning inside like this….Not even
heart meditation got me to these levels! It’s a bit hard to explain this part…Basically,
the only time I felt the heart burning this way, I was in the hospital, receiving
gadolinium contrast injections for an RMI test. You feel this hot
substance circulating in your blood stream and can tell exactly where and how
is traveling. When the liquid reached my heart, it heated just the way it
heated then in the room.
Olga starts
by seeing a lot of blue….. She asked us :“who do you see here, can you catch
any names….”I can’t hear names but I hear someone next to me who says “I come from
the Ocean…”
(What? How
random ….)
“Have we
met before?"
“No” s/he
says.
Olana meets
‘someone else’ and tells us his message. It was a long message on the currently
global crisis and the rough times awaiting ahead of us…Not encouraging but
comforting with several tips and advices: you must learn to ASK for help,
people must practice being grounded much more, etc etc!”
Later, a
few days after, I buy my first set of Oracle Cards, “Messages from the Angels”
by Doreen Virtue. I had never seen these cards before. I imagined messages would
become much clearer is I use explicit tools. That’s when I very very quickly met
“Oceana” brought me a message to one of my most important emotional questions I
had back then…Her image and message were clear: Here below my ‘Oceana’ spoke…
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